Until...

I am taking a break from the blog for a little while. I am not sure how long...

I do want to thank all of you, those I know and those I don't, who have prayed and who are continuing to pray for my family. You will never know how much it means to us. Please continue to pray for our case as we wait for a ruling. Only God knows the outcome and we continue to trust Him.

To my EN friends: I also want to tell those who are home with your children... Congratulations and I pray many blessings on you and your special family. Thank you for your support, prayers, pictures and love you have given to Nathan on your trips to EN. You will never know the blessing you have been in our lives!

Nathan, We love you and miss you more than words can say. Praying....

Until....

praying for you...

My precious girls...

Well, for those of you who do not check out the family blog, I thought I would share with you these two beautiful growing miracle in our lives that are such a blessing to Casey and I.

Addison and Taylor will soon be turning one! It is so hard to believe!! We have so much love for them. They are such a blessing in our lives. I love each moment I have with them! I pray it will be soon that they meet there cousin, Nathan.

addison...

taylor...

2008 September Update

Jose Pablo
"Nathan Lee"

Weight: 31.10 lbs.

Height: 31” tall

Head Circ: 19.8”

Foot size: 5”

General information about Jose Pablo:

He is well. Is almost walking by himself and loves to have someone walk him around by his hands. He LOVES Mimi! She is his favorite "mama". He’s also favorite in the home and he gets to stay up later than others and won’t sleep until all is quiet, then he is one of the first up in the morning, happy and smiling. They call him Colocho (curly)

I have known he was the favorite for a while. Why would he not be?? I love that he has a favorite "mama" and that she take such good care of him as well as all the other mamas; but it breaks my heart knowing I am not his favorite. I don't know when that will be. He continues to grow and change apart from us. Each update we receive gets harder and harder to look at and read. Lord, you know our hearts and our hurts.

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So many thoughts, but I can't and don't really know how to say them. Due to knowing who reads this blog I have to hold back....

Our case is now with a judge. Our lawyer was unable to bring in the bio mother and therefore our case is no longer in the hands of PGN, but is now in the faith of the courts. We do not know what this means or how long it will take. So basically, we are at a waiting game, again. NO ONE know what will happen!!!

I could explain all my emotions and feelings about this, but honestly, I do not feel like it. I will just leave you with pictures of the most perfect boy in the world...